blerg. and Soup recipe.

So, I've been having lots of weird dreams, very restless sleep lately. Lots of bad dreams involving my mother, or being stuck somewhere unable to travel (like late to the airport, or my car's been impounded type dreams), and other assorted nightmares about psychopathic killers and the gruesomely torturous things they do. Lots of really graphic violence in very sick ways. yiick. Sometimes the dream itself doesn't have such a scary plot, but for some reason I feel afraid and horrible the whole time.
I wake up a couple of times during a night, around 2 am, or 6 am or whatever. I'm starting to lose sleep over it (ha,ha. *wan smile*) and it's really becoming annoying. I've never watched many horror movies, and though I'm sorta gothy, I don't spend lots of time thinking brutally morbid thoughts about torture and mangled human flesh. blerg. I don't know what's up with this.

I also just find myself wanting to sleep all the time, but then I'm almost afraid to go to sleep. And I have no motivation. Except for my cooking lab. It's harder to drag my ass out of bed every day for class than it's ever been. I'm not really depressed, per-se. I'm just tired all the time and can't seem to get things done.
Rarrg.


Okay, well, now that I've reached my complaint quota for the day, I will think of something more positive. Like my fabulous soup victory. *smiles at her happy thought* It was even good for breakfast. And as promised, here is the recipe:
( Autumn Vegetable Soup with Pistou )

:)