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[yinshubackup]

11:56 pm.
I've been working on this assignment for 13 hours straight now.
My eyes are starting to bug out from staring at this damn computer screen.
My team partners have been long gone, and they have no idea that of the shite they heaped on my head before they left. They have no idea how badly they've let me down.
They fucked me over, royally, because as of the time we left, none of us really understood the assignment. Because I could only get them to meet for a total of 3 hours this week. Today. After 12 noon. And then they left.
And they are counting on me to turn it in at 8:40 tomorrow morning, because they won't be here.
And so I am doing the work of 3 people, and I have just about reached my limit-- I want to scream and punch something, only I'm too exhausted and it wouldn't solve a damn thing.
Now the lab is closing and I have to pick up all my papers and spread out shit and relocate to another library.
Then I have to go home and pack.

ARGHGHGHGHGGHGH!!!!!
I have two bleak options: say fuck you to them, in which case, my ass goes down in flames with our team grade of ~zero~, or I can finish this, and be the hero, (and pass the f***ing class myself, because this assigment is worth a MAJOR portion of our grade) and not sleep, and attempt to get all the way through tomorrow without forgetting anything, losing something major, getting lost, falling asleep at the wheel, etc.

Bloddy hell.
I'm so frelling tired.
But I'm going to stay awake and finish this.
For me.
And then I'm going to give them both an earful, after they get back from Spring Break, and go talk to the Prof.
Because I have carried people's deadweight before, but this,.....
....this is re-god-damn-diculous.

I'm out.

Comments

[mspish.livejournal.com]

why did they do this to you? and why did you let them? why didn't you find another team or talk to the professor? why not hand it in with only your name on it??

i love you.